Awaiting the Miracles

Fantasy Ganesha Painting, Awaiting the Miracles

More than twenty years that I have been an Artist. I have painted a lot of things, many landscape of theearth, portrait of people around the world, many kind of colors and stroke of brushes including many shows on Arts exhibition ……So what ? ? ?

Why I always feel so lonely and despondent. I feel depressed like a blind man who realize that nothing can lead the way for me to be peaceful. The way to the deepest of my imagination's still closed with the darkness.

Times only just go by, but every micro of my spirit are still agitated by anxiety and flame. Whose miracles should help me?